Goals: have a threesome
Final thought: throughout my life and the things I’ve gone through it has always been expected of me to remain strong. As I grow older in find it increasingly difficult to open up about things that bother me and find myself running away from my problems at an alarming rate. It’s almost impossible for me to express things that truly bother me without feeling intense embarrassment for showing my weakness. I have never been able to open up to anyone about my feelings of inadequacy and tumblr felt like the only safe haven for blowing off some steam.
Being gay and comparing myself to others has stopped me from ever feeling attractive and I know many will assume I am just fishing for compliments but that simply isn’t the case. I just wish I could see what others seen in myself and felt confident in myself. I am just so unhappy. I know I am relatively good looking but I just feel ugly. Idek I’m not making sense
I hate my body. I am so tired of feeling inadequate